Making that familiar drive back down to San Diego, I found myself in a very sullen, sulky, and brooding mood. Maybe it’s just the fact that I have to go to work tomorrow. Back to reality, I guess. No use crying over impossibilities.
Paradoxically, the one thing that cheered me up a bit was a rather depressing Cure song: “Untitled” from Disintegration, which incidentally was a song I remember listening to repeatedly as I lay on the beach back in 20021,2
never quite said what i wanted to say to you
never quite managed the words to explain to you
never quite knew how to make them believable
and now the time has gone
another time undone